This is my Cry_This is my Plea

I feel so left out and abandoned.  Why not me Lord?  I know that you have not forsaken me, I know that you love me but there is this one thing that seems to be out of my reach.  I've prayed and cried, cried and prayed and you have been silent on this matter.  Is it me?  what is it that is blocking?  You said in your word  that you desire that I should prosper and I am convinced that you mean I should not only prosper in material things but emotionally, socially and relationally as well.  I trust you God,  I believe you, reveal any flaws that I need to change, anything that stands in my way that his holding back this blessing I bind in the name of Jesus Christ, Father I ask you to reverse every curse, every stumbling block, every shadow of doubt.  I ask you to release from the storehouse of heaven what I stand in desire of.... A Husband the one selected by you and will be sent by you.  You said if our earthy father knows how to give good gifts How much more my Heavenly Father.  God you said there isn't any good thing that you will withhold from those who love you and keep your commands.  Please continue to uphold me, please continue to teach me, please continue to have mercy upon me Oh God my Strength and my Redeemer.